FAST FORWARD.

After a few months of staying quiet inside my head, I am back with the whole truth of my being. From now on, I will be blogging the most true and dirtiest truth of my everyday living.


Let's do a fast forward.


YUN NGA. Things didnt go as planned. It was June 1 and I just had the best night of my life with the bestest of my friends. Weent to Cavite. Itr was an escapade of alcohol and music. "Huli na talaga to, shet," Josua said, "This will be the last. Let's drink to that!" I cant believe she's saying that. For me, It was just one of the best nights, and we will be having more nights together. I can see the uncertainty in Bea's face as she tried to cuddle inside her boyfriend's arms. "Hindi pa to yung huli noh! You silly whore. We will still have nights like this," I said, "Away from all the madness of the city, Just you guys, and music and beer, *sigh*" Jasper kissed me on the neck. I know he thinks that I'm being sentimental again.

"Eh kasi naman," Josua explained,"I will be Senior college, everything will change...You graduating highschool, Bea being a lot more busier than ever..." I smiled, thinking "Will this be the last time?"



2 days after...


I wanted to work; but I wanted to finish my studies! It seemed to me that I can't hold on to the situation that made everything worse everyday. I stared at my phone. Scanned my contacts and saw the number of my bestfriend back in LSM.

KLOD: Hi, how r u?

JAMES:  im ok, u?

KLOD:  i need ur help. cn u help me apply 4 a job? :-)

JAMES: JUST THE THING! i work at this call center in ortigas...just prepare a resume and birth certificate? text me whenever ur ready toapply ok?

KLOD: WTF?


...one thing lead to the next, LIKE THE FASTFORWARD I'm trying to do yes, I am now working in a call center. Sh*t, never dreamt about this job, but  baby, got no choice....I'VE GOT TO DO SOMETHING.