UNEXPECTED: SPACE TIME WARP

Clyde stumbled on the floor. He barely felt his heartbeat, and as he gazed around the room, he can't help but remember the first time he laid eyes on Pao.

"Hi," a tall, handsome guy approached Clyde, "I'm Pao, the guys call me P-Dog, so..."
Clyde, sipping from a strawberry milk-shake looked on to him. No reaction.
"I can see that you're alone...you mind if I sit beside you?"

Clyde couldn't believe what's happening. For the first time, a straight guy would actually talk to him...and sit beside him! And not just any straight guy in the campus, Pao was a heartthrob, and every homosexual in school and any girl outside school would give anything to talk to him.
"Sure." Clyde said, as he sipped nervously from his beverage. "Bitch, be playin, and wala siyang mapagtripann na iba kaya siguro tumatabi tong mokong na to." he thought.

Silence. Pao opened a pack of nuts and started munching on them. It annoyed Clyde that he ate noisily.
"Why are you talking to me?"  Clyde said, "Coz if you're just like in a dare game or something, and you're making fun of me, I'd rather that you not, madali akong mapikon."
"No!" Pao exclaimed, "DARE GAME? hahaha,  Anong sinasabi mo? I just think your cool and I want to hang out with you, ayaw mo pa?"

"You know what, you really are in a dare game are you?" Clyde said.
"HAHAHAHAHA!" Pao laughed.
"Why are you laughing..." Clyde said.
Pao stared at him, smiling. "I am not in a dare game, ma'am." Pao said, "Want some nuts?"

"Thanks, but no thanks." Clyde said.
"Suplada pala. Haha." Pao said.
"Anong sabi mo?" Clyde said. He was really annoyed by how handsome this guy is- and how presko he is.
"Walaaaaaa." Pao said coyly.

It was confusing him. What the hell is this guy into? He's MVP of the school soccer team, and also a musician. He won the best Christmas lantern last year, and rumor has it, that he actually bought the materials for that project, and just made it look like it was recycled. The guy has a car, and spends every Saturday night with his friends in his house, enjoying the pool. And how is Clyde even able to know stuff about him? Yes, he is popular alright. Intelligent, talented, handsome, and rich.

"Ain't he perfect?" Clyde thought.


"Oh, natahimik ka na diyan," Pao said, "Salita ka naman, maiistroke ka niyan. Haha."

"A rocket to the moon." Clyde whispered.
"What did you say?" Pao asked.
"A rocket tot he moon," Clyde said, "I just love their songs...too bad we can't bring our phones hear to listen to music during break."
"Oh," Pao said, "You listen to them? What kind of gay are you?"
"Excuse me?" Clyde asked
"No, I mean, usually gays won't listen to that kind of music," Pao said, "Usually you guys would listen to Beyonce or Mariah or shit like that."
"I just like them, and don't call her shit," Clyde said.
"Who?" Pao asked.
"Beyonce, or Mariah." Clyde said.
"Oh, sorry, haha." Pao said.

"KRIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIING!"

"Shit, I'm late." Clyde said standing up and picking up his lunch. Hurriedly, he headed to the high school department.

"HEY!" Pao shouted.

Clyde looked back, "WHAT!?"

"I'll see you later then, dismissal?" he asked

"Okay," Clyde said, "Just remember, I don't go all the way on the first date!"

"What?!" Pao said.

"Nothing!" Clyde said, "Hindi ka pala sira ulo, sabi ko!"

"Haha," Pao said, "Don't worry, I take things nice and slowly!"

Clyde smiled as he shook his head, "Crazy guy." he thought.

(To be continued...)

UNEXPECTED: OD

"I think we've gone too far with the drugs," Clyde said. It was a hot summer night and he had never felt this sick. He felt like a slow dying candle. He stared at Pao.

"What?"  Pao said.
He loaded his pipe with marijuana and smoked it out. He laughed, smiled at Clyde and kissed him.
"We can never go far," Pao said, "why do you worry so much?"

"Parang di mo na ako mahal eh." Clyde said, "It's as if our relationship is circling around sex and drugs!"

Pao stood up from the floor. Frustrated. He felt dizzy. "Shit...I.."

Pao fell on the ground. His breathing fast and he can feel his heart beat slowing down. He felt like there was a pail of water flushed over his head and he wanted to puke, but then there's nothing to vomit.

Clyde stood up, calling out his name. Tears rolled down his face.
(To be continued...)

MY 2013.

I learned about many things this year,and of course had a lot of fun. I will never forget this year.
Here is my top 10 experiences that I will never forget this year.

10.) BEST PARTY EVER!
In the streets of Manila a group of homosexuals got drunk and felt the power of freedom.

It was Tin's bday and then we invited our former dance mates, the STREETMOVERS!

Somehow it turned out to be one ofour last moments to gether. I miss you guys, and deep inmy heart you complete me as I AM.

















9.) Applied for work and got hired!

With my smoking buddies, Mark, EM and Sharm.

8.) GOT MY RILKE TATTOO ON THE SAME DAY HE WAS BORN.

Actually, it wasn't planned. Biglaan talaga lahat. Pero I had been dying to have this tat ever since GAGA got hers.
I wanted the same style and or design, and I also wanted the same poet, of course, Rainier Maria Rilke. BUT I WANTED A DIFFERENT MEANING. I wasn't really able tp reflect much on Gaga's Rilke tattoo, so I read "The Letters To A Young Poet", and this particular poem struck me the most.





7.) Team Building sa MORONG, BATAAN! 

LAMON!

Stopped over the highway!

6.) Dyed my hair RED.

5.) SYEMPRE. NEVER ENDING RUBY RED MOMENTS!

FOOLING AROUND W/ SHARM.

MAMASANG. 

This is a rare photo! Haha

As usual, I own the microphone.

4.) GOT HIGH IN ANTIPOLO WOODS.

3.)GOT REGULARIZED!

2.) MOLINO CAVITE WITH GORLS!

 1.)Enchanting moment at WAWA DAM.

MAGNA. Ang Babaeng Makati Ang Kamay

Grabeh. Naghahasik na naman ng lagim tong si ate oh!
Kahit kaibigan, TATALUHIN NIYA.

Promise.Ang sakin naman kasi, hindi ako marunong magpatwad lalo na kung yung tao ay mukha namang hindi natuto, or hindi nahiya sa bagay na ginawa niya para magalit ako. Going back, ang chikka nga daw eh tulog na tong isang pamilya sa loob ng kwarto nila ng biglang pumasok tong si MAGNA. Patay ang ilaw sa sala, sarado ang pinto. PANU NIYA NAPASOK YUN! Anyways, higways, kahit pagbali-baligtarin mo pa, nakapasok nga siya sa bahay ng friend ko. Sakto namang nakaramdam si freind,binuka\san ang pinto at ilaw. HULING HULI SA AKTO. NANGANGAPA SA DILIM SI MAGNA NG MANANAKAW NIYA!

"Pumasok lang po ako dito kasi makiki CR ako dun sa likod." (Ang bahay kasi ni friendship  may bakuran tapos andun yung cr ng compund.)"

 DIYAN AKO EENTRADA. DUN SA MISMONG SCENARIO NAYUN. YUNG SINAGOT NIYA ANG FRIEND KO NA MAG CCR DAW SIYA. WHITE SMOKE. MAGUGULAT ANG MGA TAUHAN SA KWENTO. ISANG BAKLANG PINK ANG BUHOK ANG BIGLANG UMAPPEAR. MAGSASALITA ITO:

"Angtalino mo talaga eh noh! Nag A for AFFORT katalagang LOOBIN ang bahay ni ate, PARA LANG MAKI-CR? Shet, hindi kami BOBO katulad mo. Please,nauubusan ka na ng dahilan sa sobrang kati ng kamay mo! Magsama kayo ng ate mong kabayo!  Kung hindi ka naman kasi tanga, dito ka sa kalyeng to lumaki, at kabisado mo naman ang compund, may daan dun sa gilid, eskinita, dun dumadaan ang mga taopapunta run sa likod, KUNG MAKIKI-CR KA. Hindi mo pa aminin na plano mo talagang nakawan ang kaibigan ko!

At isa pa, TRESPASSING din ang tawag sa ginawa mong pagloob, dfahil hindi ka naman inimbitang pumasoksa pamamahay nila, HABANG TULOG NA ANG BUONG PAMILYA NIYA.
Ngayon,maaring masama ang ugali ko, OO MASAMA AKO. Pero dun sa mga taong MASAMA din.
Huwag niyong palalabasin sa BENNY STREET na ako tong masama. Well you can say anything you want about me, alam naman ng mga tao kung sino yung PAMILYA NIYA SHOPLIFTER.

BOOM!

Mga inaanak na mukhang pera.

Dear mga inaanak,

Wag kayong kumatok sa bahay, naiirita ako dahil may hungover ako, AT WALA NA RIN AKONG PERA.

Love, 

         Ninong 

 Grabeh.Kailangan ba talagang harangin ako sa labas? Or sugurin ako sa bahay ng mga gutom na mga inaanak? At may request pa ah! I mean, okay fine, no offense meant...hindi kasi ako ganyan nung bata ako. Pag may binigay si ninong or ninang, eh di masaya, kung wala okay lang. Bakit naman kasi kailangan nilang manggising or something na parang ang laki ng kasalanan mo kapag di ka nagbigay.

SCENARIO 1

"Ninong, si baby oh, hinahanap ka..."

Ako: Weh, di nga? Di pa nga nagsasalita yung bata hinahahanap agad

Maytrabaho ako, at wag kayo mag-alala,dahil bibigyan ko naman ang mga inaanakko. Nagkakataon lang na waley talaga ngayong pasko. Syempre, unahin ko muna sarili ko at pamilya ko. DIBA?

SCENARIO 2

"Oh, eto na inaanakmo oh. Bigyan mo na ng pamasko."

Ako: Yan ang sinasabi ko...

"Dali na!"

Ako: Wala akong pera dito teh, bibigyan ko next week na.

"Kahit isang daan lang! Grabeh ka naman."

Ako: WAG MO KO DIKTAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN!

Ay, basta. May issues talaga ako pagdating sa mga ganyang bagay. Wag natin turuan ang mga bata na manghingi sa mga ninong. Although, wala rin naman akong nakikitang masama, kasi masaya naman yung mga bata. Pero ang point ko, yung mga magulang na kung maka-dikta sa mga pobreng ninong at ninang na katulad namin. Ok?

MERRY CHRISTMAS FOLKS!

 

 

FAST FORWARD.

After a few months of staying quiet inside my head, I am back with the whole truth of my being. From now on, I will be blogging the most true and dirtiest truth of my everyday living.


Let's do a fast forward.


YUN NGA. Things didnt go as planned. It was June 1 and I just had the best night of my life with the bestest of my friends. Weent to Cavite. Itr was an escapade of alcohol and music. "Huli na talaga to, shet," Josua said, "This will be the last. Let's drink to that!" I cant believe she's saying that. For me, It was just one of the best nights, and we will be having more nights together. I can see the uncertainty in Bea's face as she tried to cuddle inside her boyfriend's arms. "Hindi pa to yung huli noh! You silly whore. We will still have nights like this," I said, "Away from all the madness of the city, Just you guys, and music and beer, *sigh*" Jasper kissed me on the neck. I know he thinks that I'm being sentimental again.

"Eh kasi naman," Josua explained,"I will be Senior college, everything will change...You graduating highschool, Bea being a lot more busier than ever..." I smiled, thinking "Will this be the last time?"



2 days after...


I wanted to work; but I wanted to finish my studies! It seemed to me that I can't hold on to the situation that made everything worse everyday. I stared at my phone. Scanned my contacts and saw the number of my bestfriend back in LSM.

KLOD: Hi, how r u?

JAMES:  im ok, u?

KLOD:  i need ur help. cn u help me apply 4 a job? :-)

JAMES: JUST THE THING! i work at this call center in ortigas...just prepare a resume and birth certificate? text me whenever ur ready toapply ok?

KLOD: WTF?


...one thing lead to the next, LIKE THE FASTFORWARD I'm trying to do yes, I am now working in a call center. Sh*t, never dreamt about this job, but  baby, got no choice....I'VE GOT TO DO SOMETHING.

POP