We Always Reach For The Sky

Taken last 2009 @ the over pass in Banaue, Q.ave

We are so stressed right now.
When will I ever blog about something extraordinary?

Thesis.
Fucking modules.
Fucking time.
Fucking dilemma.

We barely have fun already.
We are so overwhelmed...but we like it! That's the funny part.

Last 2009, me and Poch are ranting rascals on the streets. Looking for a place to stay, drink liquor and have fun...in uniform. But those days are gone. LOL We are now haunted by our irresponsibility and by our never ending pride. Time sure ticked so fast, and we are left with nothing but sawdust and a bunch of skeletons.

@ Pau Casi's house for a little drunkee drunkee.

SKELETONS OF THE PAST.
Meinna. I wonder what happened to her. I mean, what really happened. I'm just dumbfounded to see things change soooooo fast....like clockwork.
Soon enough she's going to be a mother, and I wish nothing but all the best for her and her decisions.

WE MAKE OUR OWN LIVES.

And now, we face it...like a mirror. We see ourselves, and what's inside us.

Pau, me, & Meinna

When I look at these photos...I can't help but smile and frown at the same time. I miss my innocence at things. I miss the world around me then. It was quite full of colors and cute things and laughter and children...now that we know so many things about life and teenagers...now that we are at the edge of becoming 20...looking back is sad.
Yesterday, I was quite in a state of boredom, that I never realized that Poch was reviewing for her test...and I kept on bothering her. Suddenly I missed laughing at very childish and non-sense things...

Before, when you ask us about teens...a picture we see is a group of teenagers jumping in vintage colors....slow motion and pop corns flying...streamers and everything. Now it's just SEX SEX DRUGS DRUGS ALCOHOL loneliness and belonging. Looking for that window when all of the doors are closed.
Crying yourself to sleep, because you think that life is so complicated. You can't get a grip.
So I always pray and hope for the best.
WE CAN DO THIS.
NO ONE CAN BRING US DOWN!
And I want to tell those bitches that rant on  my decisions and all those who think I'm a weak person.
NO. I'm a strong person.

...and we always reach for the sky.